dear america,
i had you in spoonfuls the other day for forgiveness.
like always, the grease slips through my mouth-muscles & collides
in stomach acid. i stuffed tenderness between my molars, pressed them together,
let the oil house itself in a burning throat. because i swallow
your body to remember home. because i don’t want to walk through
petroleum & recall the stench of shelter. forgive my fragility,
america. i will never forget the June-washed monsoons & the lone children in Manila— how they
would hold bony hands with wildfire & a silent prayer: one for the body, another for the sky.
america, i want to continue seizing my mouth with your hands. i want to witness
the brazen light down the street. i want to hold the seas just as it rises because
it will take me
home.