the human heart, i am hypnotized by you, by Cecelia Tivey
the morgue is even colder at night
but i’ve snuck in to get you
i pull out the closest cool steel drawer,
carve into an unnamed fresh chest
with the practiced incisions
of someone who truly cares
i am the only one who can appreciate
you and your miraculous rhythm,
the way you work tirelessly from
day to night to day
again and again
and i hold you in my hands
to cherish you, to see
how long you can beat
against my thumbs
you stain the cracks
of my palms, rivulets
running down my wrists
until i feel as though
i am bleeding
with you
i hold you in my hands
and bring you close,
press you to my ear
to hear you whisper to me
tell me of the stories
you used to spread
through veins
to the lungs
and the face
who lay
decaying
without you
Cecelia Tivey is a seventeen-year-old poet from Connecticut, where she attends Greens Farms Academy. Her work has appeared in The America Library of Poetry, American High School Poets and Poets Choice. She’s been awarded two Scholastic Art & Writing Awards Silver Keys in poetry. Cecelia workshopped with and had previous work edited by Peter LaBerge, founder and Editor-in-Chief of The Adroit Journal. This is her first submission to The Howl.
— Cecelia Tivey