cutting off
my split ends with
children’s scissors
smearing red
watercolor paint
across my lips
tearing silk
into a Barbie dress,
rhinestoning
strings of plastic beads
around the curve
of my waist,
fingers digging
for cold french fries
at the bottom of the greasy bag
prying at
intertwining tangles,
dipping them in silence,
salt burns
my tongue as I crumple
the bag into my palm,
balloons floating
like awkward partygoers
along the ceiling
lonely invitations
congealing on the window seat
under the sun.
I’m ready
for my party of one.